Watching time pass by..

Just like last time... time is passing by so fast,
Just like last time, it feels as if I didn't have enough time to do and say all that I needed and had to,
Just like last time, I'm counting the days, minutes and seconds until I leave you again...

We are apart now,
But the distance will soon get bigger,
The time apart will be longer and the desire to see you will be stronger,
I have the feeling that there ares till too many things to be said,
But the time spent with you now wasn't long enough to let you know what is going on in my mind and in my heart,
Because to be honest, I don't think I even know exactly how I feel or what I want,

I seem to find myself lost once again,
Lost into something I can't describe,
Is it the feeling of being wanted? Or is it just the lust of something that I will never know?
I have found no map, nothing that will help me find myself,
I have only the hope that soon enough I will know what to do and be able to tell you what is going on,
Hopefully by then you will tell me too, in your own special way,

I can't wait to see you again,
Be next to you...

Like the wind, I'm on my way to some far away place
But I shall return, either in storm or light breeze
And by then I will know wether to take you away in the storm or leave you peacefully in the breeze...

Things will change, maybe for worse maybe not..

But not yet...
Not yet...