Por amar demais talvez...

Por amar demais talvez
E por amar tanto assim
Amo tanto que não tenho
Quem possa gostar de mim...

Sobre as estrelas da noite
Muito depois do sol posto
A lua cheia de prata
Vem roçar-se no meu rosto

E ao lado vão passando
Ingratidões e enganos
Como lâminas eriçadas
Por ventos tão desumanos

Mas teimo em falar de esperança
Como quem canta em morrer...
Cantar e sorrir à vida
Por amar muito e viver...

Good times come to an end...

What the hell is going on?

So many things in my head... I can't stop thinking about this...
From one minute to the next I don't know if I'm coming or going...
One minute you're all over me... wanting to know how I am and if things are ok,
The next it's as if you don't care...

Maybe it's your own little code that I have to decifer,
Understand,
But how if you won't even give me a clue of whats going on in your head?!
How can I stand here and guess waht you're thinking and what you want...
When I'm with you things seem so clear and perfect,
And I know we promised not to get things mixed up and confused but how is that possible?
How can we both just stand there and pretend there is nothing going on?

Maybe you're just stronger than me,
But even you have to admit that things aren't as easy as we said they were going to be when this all started...
Surely you can't expect me to just look you in the eyes and say that there is nothing going on between us or that we don't have our little secret...
In a way I just don't want to pretend anymore,
I'm just fed-up of expecting something that's most probably never going to happen,
Something that I can only hope will happen when the time is right...
But when will I know?
Will you give me a sign?
Or have you already...

If so... why are we still here... waiting for one of us to take that leap forward,
Maybe you're doing the same as me...just waiting
I've seen the way you look at me,
Your eyes smile at me every time,
God... If only they knew... I can't bring myself to tell anyone... I'm too scared to throw all of this away....
At least for now... 'cause we both know that it's going to have to end... Good times don't last forever...

What the hell... if I can't say it out loud I might aswell say it here... I want you to know that you're everything to me...

I'll always be here waiting for the day you can finally say the same thing to me...

You and me

Here I am,
Standing right in front of you,
Waiting fir the moment you see me,
Realise that I'm all you've been waiting for,

I've known you for a long time now,
Got to know you,
Seen who you really are,
Yet here we are standing face to face,
It seems as if we keep avoiding what's really inevitable,
We have our little secret,
Pretend that things are as simple as we make them,
If only they knew,
We're surrounded by those we consider to be our best friends,
Yet when we're together things seem so much different,
We exchange looks and observe eachother,
Feeling a little jealous when our attention is wanted somewhere else with someone else,
I've seen the way you look at me,
And you know the way I look at you,
We're always longing for someone to take the first step,
But we can't,
We know what would happen if that happened,
Things could never go back to normal,
We've stepped over that limit a long time ago,
And now there is no way back,
We've got to keep this up,
Until one of us moves on and finds someone else,
But will we be able to do it?

Forget all that's been done and said?
Forget the times we've been together?
Move on as if nothing ever happened?

Well here I am,
Standing in front of you,
Gathering all my courage,
Telling you,
I think I love you...

For all that it's worth,
I hope that some day you will know...

What about...?

What if I took my time to love you?
What if I put no one above you?
What if I did the things that really mattered?
What if I ran through hoops of disaster?
No one would care if we never made it
We're in this alone
So why don't we face it
There is no room to blame one another
We just need time to forgive each other
What about love?
What about feeling?
What about all the things that make life worth living?
What about faith?
What about trust?
And tell me...what about us?
How can I give this love a new beginning?
How can I stop the rain?
It's never ending
How do I keep my soul believing?
Memories of how we should keep calling
I'll take the rivers rise
I'll take the happy times
I'll take the moments of disaster

Dedicated to all those who really understand...