My Darlings...

Here we are again...
Another journey begins...

For all the wonderful moments I thank you,
For all the worst moments I want to thank you too,
For now is the time I have to leave you all again...
And forever will you all be in my heart...
For friendship and love are the two most important things I have and therefore this is dedicated to you all...
I shan't call you by names nor nicknames.. for I think you all know who you are...

All the precious moments I have spent with you shall be forever remembered and relived in my mind...
The memories we have made...
The friendships that will last forever... Everything will never be forgotten...

I wish you all the best and hope to return soon...
See the familiar faces I have always known... See your smiles and watch as I have always done, with wonder and respect, at the marvelous people that are a part of my world...

For this is probably the most sentimental thing I have ever written and so I think it is suited that everyone knows this...

For time is something that passes by without us knowing, and you'll soon realise that I shall be home soon... Yes you are my home and always will be...

To my friends... I love you all... always have... always will... The best of luck to you all!
To my family... The three most important people I know... I love you... Be good... I will definitely miss you most of all...

So here I leave my last testament before I leave... And will return when half of the world has passed beneath me...

My Darlings... You are everything to me.....

Yesterday...

I just can't believe you're gone
Still waiting for the morning to come
We'll see if the sun rises
Without you by my side
Well we had so much store
Tell me what is it all reaching for
When we're through building memories
I will hold yesterday in my heart

They can tomorrow the past remains
They can take the music we never played
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never take yesterday
They can take the future that we will never know
They can take the places we said we would go

You always used to say
I should be thankful for every day
Heaven knows what the future holds
So least though how the story goes
And now I will see you again I'm sure

No it0s not selfish to ask for more
One more night, one more day, one more smile on your face

I thought our days would last forever
In my mind we had so much time and I was so wrong
Oh what can I believe in
I can still find strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday...

I will be...

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, all the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I knowI let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
All my life, I will be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make evrything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside

Because without you I can't sleep
I'm not ever going to let you leave
You're all I want

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see
You're all I need

For a moment...

For a moment I look back and think of the past...
For a moment I think of you...
For a moment silence sinks in around me...
For a moment the world as I know it ceases to exist and becomes a whole new place...
For a moment I remember what it was like to be whole...
For a moment times stops...
For a moment this emptiness inside fills with joy and happiness...
For a moment you are part of me again...

And then out of nowhere... times starts ticking again...
The silence goes away...
The emptiness returns... and you are no longer a part of me...

Like...

Like a wave on the seashore, you came and went;
Like a flock of birds, you flew over me;
Like the changing of the seasons, I changed for you;
Like the rising of the sun, my day started with you;
Like the kiss of the humming bird, I was your flower;
Like a grain of sand, I became another one in a million;
Like the birth of a butterfly, I am now reborn....

Miss you...

I never asked for this feeling
I never thought I would fall
I never knew how I felt
Until the day you were gone
I was lost
I never aked for red roses
I wasn't looking for love
Somehow I let my emotions take hold
And guess what all at once
I'm in love

I miss you so much
I long for your love
It scares me
Because my heart gets so weak
That I can't even breathe
How can you take things so easily
Why aren't you missing me?

Why did I act like you mattered
It was silly to believe
That if I just opened my heart
Things would come naturally
Jokes on me
I did not ak for love letters
So why did you give them to me?
How could I let your intentions
Get hold over me
So in love
So naive

And how I hate what you have done
Made me fall so deep in love
Got no cure
You're the only one I want
That I love

Why aren't you missing me?