Respirando tranquilamente...

Eu não sei quantas vezes andamos por estas ruas
a conversar durante imenso tempo, acerca das pessoas que seremos,
Temos estado à espera de mudança
Mas não me importo se tu não mudares
Apesar de parecer louco
Mas estou feliz contigo assim

Não sabes que
Fazes parte do meu coração
E estas emoções que tenho desde o início
Continuam comigo
E tropeço por cima das palavras para te poder dizer
Nunca ninguém me disse que o amor seria assim tão bom
Respirando tranquilamente
Deviamos deixar-nos levar por isto

Falamos sobre os sítios que queremos ir
Mas se fôssemos lá tu serás tu?
E eu serei eu?
Não quero estar noutro sítio e aperceber-me que estes sentimentos despareceram
Estou perdida neste dilemma
Confusa nos meus sentidos
Amanhã está a demorar muito

Se eu soubesse mais talvez
Não sairia desta rua porque tenho estado
Ausente deste momento tempo demais
Tenho de encontrar o regresso a casa...

你是人间四月天。。。

我说你是人间的四月天，
笑音店亮了四面风，轻灵在春的光艳中交舞着变。

你十四月早天里的云焑，
黄昏吹着风的软，星子在无意中闪，细雨点洒在花前。

那轻，那聘婷，你时，鲜妍百花的冠冕你戴着，
你时天真，庄严，你时夜夜的月圆。

雪花后那片鹅黄，你像，
新鲜初放芽的录，
你是，葇嫩喜悦水光浮动着你梦中期待的白莲。

你是一树一树的花开，是燕在梁间呢喃，
你是爱，是暖是诗的一篇，
你是人间的四月天。




Digo que és o Abril do mundo
Teu sorriso guia o vento de quatro direcções, com passos àgeis e graciosos
Dançando no brilho da Primavera.

És nuvens de Abril
Vento no Crepúsculo, estrelas piscam
Chuvinha antes de flores

Ágil, graciosa, fresca, tu és,
Coroa de cem flores na cabeça,
Inocente, elegante, lua cheia de todas as noites.

És amarelo claro após dissloução de neve,
Verde fresco de rebento; tenro, alegre,
Na superfície da água ondulada o loto sonhado,

És florescência, andorinha que gorjeia nas vigas,
És amor, és quente,
És poema, és o Abril do mundo.

Numa casa de vidro eu sento-me, uma senhora
escondida atrás de portas, tentando não julgar aqueles à minha volta

Sinto a sua alegria e encanto, e relembro-me da sensação do beijo do amor.

Envolto-me numa manta de emoções,
para afastar a dor de me sentir sozinha.

O meu exterior calmo já não suporta a tempestade de sentimentos,
e caem-me em cima pelos buracos no tecto.

Fujo e procuro o conforto e calor de uma lareira vizinha,
mas ha uma guerra de emoções que me perturbem e a paixão aumenta cada vez mais.

Ouço a Natureza e, enquanto procuro, descubro um caminho desconhecido,
Cheio de pássaros a cantar com o encanto de um novo dia.

Porém, sem forças, tropeço
Caio nas rochas e flutuo como destroços contra a cascata.

Correntes de emoções submergem-me e deseperadamente procuro algo em que me agarrar,
Inesperadamente, viro-me e encontro-te.

Com o toque das tuas mãos, devagarinho começo a sorrir
Apercebo-me que já tem passado algum tempo.

Respiro profundamente,
Já não estou a afogar... não estou.

Introspecção....

Underneath this smile lies everything
All my hopes and anger pride and shame
Make myself a pact not to shut doors on the past
Just for today I am free

I will not loose my faith
I know this one thing well...

I used to try and kill love, the highest sin
Breathing insecurity in and out

Seraching hope, I'm shown the way to run straight
Pursuing the greater way for all human light

How i choose to feel is how I am

Holding on, the light of the night
On my knees to rise and fix me broken soul
Again

Let me run into the rain
To shine a human light again

Life comes within your heart and desire...

Tempo...

O tempo aqui passa de forma diferente. Já vão 47 dias desde da minha chegada ao Oriente.
O tempo é diferente... passa ou não passa conforme os dias... pensado no mundo que tanto amei e que deixei para trás...

Agora sem retorno próximo, penso como passará o tempo a partir de agora...
Pois Macau deixa-nos encantados com as maravilhas do oriente... deixa-nos com vontade de querer ver mais, saborear mais...

Em dias em que Macau nos dá um tempinho só para nós... relembro-me das vidas deixadas para trás e a vontade de tanto querer vê-las de novo aumenta...

O tempo passa ou não... mas a vontade de voltar permanecerá para sempre comigo...

Amigos...

Eu poderia suportar, embora nao sem dor, que tivessem morrido todos os meus amores, mas enlouqueceria se morressem todos os meus amigos! A alguns deles nao procuro, basta-me saber que eles existem. Esta mera condiçao me encoraja a seguir em frente pela vida! Mas e delicioso que eu saiba que os adoro, embora nao declare e nao os procure sempre!"



Vinicius de Morais

My Darlings...

Here we are again...
Another journey begins...

For all the wonderful moments I thank you,
For all the worst moments I want to thank you too,
For now is the time I have to leave you all again...
And forever will you all be in my heart...
For friendship and love are the two most important things I have and therefore this is dedicated to you all...
I shan't call you by names nor nicknames.. for I think you all know who you are...

All the precious moments I have spent with you shall be forever remembered and relived in my mind...
The memories we have made...
The friendships that will last forever... Everything will never be forgotten...

I wish you all the best and hope to return soon...
See the familiar faces I have always known... See your smiles and watch as I have always done, with wonder and respect, at the marvelous people that are a part of my world...

For this is probably the most sentimental thing I have ever written and so I think it is suited that everyone knows this...

For time is something that passes by without us knowing, and you'll soon realise that I shall be home soon... Yes you are my home and always will be...

To my friends... I love you all... always have... always will... The best of luck to you all!
To my family... The three most important people I know... I love you... Be good... I will definitely miss you most of all...

So here I leave my last testament before I leave... And will return when half of the world has passed beneath me...

My Darlings... You are everything to me.....

Yesterday...

I just can't believe you're gone
Still waiting for the morning to come
We'll see if the sun rises
Without you by my side
Well we had so much store
Tell me what is it all reaching for
When we're through building memories
I will hold yesterday in my heart

They can tomorrow the past remains
They can take the music we never played
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never take yesterday
They can take the future that we will never know
They can take the places we said we would go

You always used to say
I should be thankful for every day
Heaven knows what the future holds
So least though how the story goes
And now I will see you again I'm sure

No it0s not selfish to ask for more
One more night, one more day, one more smile on your face

I thought our days would last forever
In my mind we had so much time and I was so wrong
Oh what can I believe in
I can still find strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday...

I will be...

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, all the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I knowI let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
All my life, I will be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make evrything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside

Because without you I can't sleep
I'm not ever going to let you leave
You're all I want

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see
You're all I need

For a moment...

For a moment I look back and think of the past...
For a moment I think of you...
For a moment silence sinks in around me...
For a moment the world as I know it ceases to exist and becomes a whole new place...
For a moment I remember what it was like to be whole...
For a moment times stops...
For a moment this emptiness inside fills with joy and happiness...
For a moment you are part of me again...

And then out of nowhere... times starts ticking again...
The silence goes away...
The emptiness returns... and you are no longer a part of me...

Like...

Like a wave on the seashore, you came and went;
Like a flock of birds, you flew over me;
Like the changing of the seasons, I changed for you;
Like the rising of the sun, my day started with you;
Like the kiss of the humming bird, I was your flower;
Like a grain of sand, I became another one in a million;
Like the birth of a butterfly, I am now reborn....

Miss you...

I never asked for this feeling
I never thought I would fall
I never knew how I felt
Until the day you were gone
I was lost
I never aked for red roses
I wasn't looking for love
Somehow I let my emotions take hold
And guess what all at once
I'm in love

I miss you so much
I long for your love
It scares me
Because my heart gets so weak
That I can't even breathe
How can you take things so easily
Why aren't you missing me?

Why did I act like you mattered
It was silly to believe
That if I just opened my heart
Things would come naturally
Jokes on me
I did not ak for love letters
So why did you give them to me?
How could I let your intentions
Get hold over me
So in love
So naive

And how I hate what you have done
Made me fall so deep in love
Got no cure
You're the only one I want
That I love

Why aren't you missing me?

Quietly while you were sleeping
The moon and I were talking
I asked that she'd always keep you protected
She promised you her light
That you so gracefully carry
You bring your light and shine like warning
And the the wind pulls the clouds across the moon
Your light fills the darkest room
And I can see the miracle that keeps us from falling
She promised you
All the sweetest gifts
That only the heavens
Could bestow
And as you so gracefully give her light as long as you live
I will always remember this moment...

...

Touch my skin and tell me what you're thinking,
Take my hand and show me where we're going,
Lie down next to me, look into my eyes and tell me what you're seeing,

So sit on top of the world and tell me how you're feeling,
What you feel is what I feel for you,

Take my hand and if I'm lying to you, I'll always be alone if I'm lying to you...

See my eyes, they carry your reflection,
Watch my lips and hear teh words I'm telling you
Give your trust to me and look into my heart, and show me what you're doing,

Take your time and if I'm lying to you I know you'll find that you believe me...

Feel the sun on your face and tell me what you're thinking,
Catch the snow on your tongue and show me how it tastes...

Poema

O sonho é ver as formas invisíveis,
Da distância imprecisa e com sensíveis movimentos da esperança e da vontade
Buscar a linha fria do horizonte,
A àrvore, a praia, a flor, a ave, a fonte -
Os beijos merecidos da verdade.

O que me doí não é o que há no coração
Mas essas coisas lindas que nunca existirão...

São as formas sem forma
Que passam sem que a dor as possa conhecer ou as sonhar o amor.

São como se a tristeza fosse àrvore e uma a uma caíssem suas folhas
Entre o vestígio e a bruma...

Quote...

A morte chega cedo,
Pois breve é toda a vida
O instante é o arremedo
De uma coisa perdida

O amor foi começado
O ideal não acabou,
E quem tenha alcançado
Não sabe o que alcançou.

E a tudo isto a morte
Risca por não estar certo
No caderno da sorte
Que Deus deixou aberto...

Gravity..

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here until the moment I'm gone

You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain

Set me free, let me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me

You loved me because I'm fragile
When I thought that I was strong
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down...

Parece que nunca te amei...

Aonde, aonde estão as estrelas?
Aquela que chamávamos a nossa
Não consigo imaginar agora
Ria-mo-nos até cair

Os segredos que tínhamos, agora no passado
De algo para nada, diz-me

Como é que nos perdemos?
É difícil relembrar, tudo que partilhamos
Agora que ambos temos vidas separadas
De amantes a desconhecidos, agora sozinha
Não há ninguém que me apanhe
Ninguém que ouça o meu grito
Parece que nunca te amei

Agora estás tão longe
E vejo a nossa estrela a desaparecer
Vezes a mais
Fiquei cansada de tanto esperar

A noite em que pensamos, se estas paredes falássem
De algo a nada...

É só agora que penso, naquilo que tivemos e do que fomos,
Alguma vez te preocupaste, se eu existia?

Parece que nunca te amei...

Someday...

You were so blind to let me go
You had it all but did not know
No one you find will ever be me
Believing the grass would be greener
You told yourself "I just don't need her now"
But I know you'll soon discover
You're never satisfied with any other

Someday
One you gave away will be the only one
You're wishing for
Someday
You're going to pay because I'm the one
Who's keeping score

You'll soon change your mind and call my name
Soon as you find they're all the same
And when you find yourself alone
Don't come back crying
You should have known
Believe me I'm not pretending
It's not hard to predict this ending now
Because I know you'll soon discover
You're needing me in spite of all the others

Maybe now you just can't conceive
That there'll ever come a time
When you're cold and lonely
How could you ever believe
That another could replace me
The one and only
But when you're down
In your time of need
And you're thinking
That you might be coming back to anyone
Just think again
Because I won't need your love anymore...

Once upon a time...

Once upon a time you whispered softly in my ear
Loving words and fairy tales that I longed to hear
I gave you my body and soul and you took control
As you slowly swept me up and carried me away

You told me pretty lies
As I held onto you tight
You knew how to get your way
Ignorance was bliss in your warm embrace

Long ago
You used to want me
Now it's all so far away
But you still haunt me
And take me back to yesterday

Every now and then I drown in thoughts of yesterday
And the fool's paradise that you blew away
I feel you beside me again and remember when
You came to my window on a dark and stromy day

I need you now
Because tonight I'm crumbling down
Sinking in the memories
Shadows of you keep washing over me...

Outside

It's hard to explain
Inherently it's just always been strange
Neither here nor there
Always somewhat out of place everywhere
Ambiguous
Whithout a sense of belonging to touch
Somewhere halfway
Feeling there's no one completely the same

Standing alone
Eager to just
Believe it's good enough to be what
You really are
But in your heart uncertainty forever lies
And you'll always be
Somewhere on the outside

Early on you face
The realization you don't have a space
Where you fit in
And recognize you
Were born to exist

Irreversibly
Falling in between
And it's hard
To be understood
As you are
Oh, and God knows
That you're standing on your own
Blind and unguided
Into a world divided
You're thrown
When you're never quite the same
Although you try, try and try
To tell yourself
You really are
But in your heart uncertainty forever lies
And you'll always be
Somewhere on the outside...

Wonderful Creature....

I'll cross
many seas and rivers
inside your earth
you'll find me again
I'll ride on
storms and tempests
I'll find among lightning and thunder
to have you...
Wonderful creature
you're alone in this world
wonderful fear
of having you next to me
your sun eyes
burn in the middle of my heart
I love this wonderful life.
Light of eyes
shine on me
I want one thousand moons
to caress you
I'm hanging off your dreams
I'm guarding you
don't wake up, don't wake up yet.
Wonderful creature
you're alone in this world
wonderful fear
of having you next to me.
Sun eyes
my words are trembling
I love this wonderful life.
Wonderful creature
a slow kiss
wonderful fear
of having you next to me.
All of a sudden
you go down to paradise
I'm dying of this wonderful love.

Meravigliosa Creatura

Molti mari e fiumi
attraverserò,
dentro la tua terra
mi ritroverai.
Turbini e tempeste
io cavalerò,
volerò tra i fulmini
per averti.
Meravigliosa creatura
sei sola al mondo,
meravigliosa paura
di averti accanto,
occhi di sole
bruciano in mezzo al cuore
amo la vita meravigliosa.
Luce dei miei occhi,
brilla su de mi
voglio mille lune
per accarezzarti.
Pendo dai tuoi sogni,
veglio su di te.
Non suegliarti, non suegliarti ancora.
Meravigliosa creatura
un bacio lento,
meravigliosa paura
di averti accanto.
All'improvviso
tu scendi nel paradiso
muoio d'amore meraviglioso.

Os meus pensamentos...

Os pensamentos da minha mente
Comandam os meus lábios "Odeio-te"
Os pensamentos da minha mente
Comandam as minhas mãos "Não-te aproximes de mim"
Os pensamentos da minha mente
Comandam os meus pés "Só quero fugir daqui..."
Os pensamentos da minha mente têm apenas uma pergunta
Quando é que isto acaba?

Não há muito na vida que vivo
As mesmas quatro paredes
Já não tenho mais a dar...

...

Observa-me a sofrer
Sentirias-te melhor
Perdi os meus sentimentos
Pensamentos de ti permanecem

No meu desespero
Agonizando
Sentindo a agulho a queimar
Os meus mais habitos lidam com isso

A minha luz lentamente se apaga
Partida e degradada
Sufoco na minha tristeza
Talbez morra amnhã
A verdade doí quando estamos perante ela
Tens medo dela?

My heart is the worst weapon...

Last year's wishes
Are this years apologies
Every last time I come home
I take my last chance
To burn a bridge or two
I only keep myself this sick in the head
Because I know how the words get to you

We're the new face of failure
Prettier and younger but not any better off
Bullet proof loneliness
A best

Collect the bad habits
That you couldn't bare to keep
Out of the woods but I love
A tree I used to lay beneath

The best way
To make it through
With hearts and wrists intact
Is to realise
Two out of three isn't bad...

...

Mudaram as estações e nada mudou
Mas eu sei que alguma coisa aconteceu
Está tudo assim tão diferente
Se lembra quando a gente chegou um dia a acreditar
Que tudo era para sempre
Sem saber
Que o para sempre
Sempre acaba?

Mas nada vai conseguir mudar o que ficou
Quando eu penso em alguém
Só penso em você
E aí então estamos bem
Mesmo com tantos motivos para deixar tudo como está
Nme desistir, nem tentar
Agora tanto faz
Estamos inde de volta para casa...

Here...

This empty room it fills my mind
Freedom it leaves me confined
Every single wall has cracked
But in this life you can't turn back

As these words are with my tongue
I question why they're even sung
I have promised but lied
I don't even know myself inside

I don't want to be here alone
Today and tomorrow have become one
Every single thing has become none
Human nature is a beast
What I've done most to show I have the least...

Beautifully Broken...

It feels like yesterday that my world fell from the sky,
It feels like yesterday I didn't know how hard I could cry
It feels like tomorrow I may not get by
But I will try
I will try to wipe the tears from my eyes

I'm beautifully broken and I don't mind if you know it
I'm beautifully broken and I don't mind if I show it

Everyday is a new day I'm reminded of my past
Everytime there is a storm I know it won't last
Every moment I'm filled with hope
Because I get another chance
But I will try
Got nothing left to hide

Without the highs and the lows
Where will we go?

No Shadow...

Here's a thought for every woman,
Who tries to understand what is in her hands,
She walks along the road of Love & Life
surviving if she can,

Chained to all the things that she never tried to say;
Bound to all the weight of words she tried to say and as she faced the sun she cast no shadow

As they took her soul they stole her pride...

Porque tu existes...

olhando para a chuva, com uma coração pesado
é o fim do mundo na minha mente
tenho andado à procura da resposta
algures
não consegui ver que estava mesmo à minha frente
mas agora sei o que não sabia

porque tu existes
porque fazes com que acredite em mim mesma quando mais ninguém consegue ajudar,
o meu mundo tem o dobro de estrelas no céu

está tudo bem sobrevivi, estou viva de novo
por tua causa, ultrapassei a tempestade
o que é a vida, qual a razão de matar tempo?
encontrei um anjo
alguém que estava lá quando perdi toda a esperança
quero voar, olhar para os teus olhos

porque tu existes, existe uma razão
continua quando perco as lutas
quero-te dar o que sempre me deste

por tua causa, o meu mundo tem o que é preciso para poder sobreviver...

Ele...

o meu coração pulava por ele
a minha cabeça andava à roda
as palavras não me saiam da boca
tentei, mas não consigui encontrar as palavras
ele tinha aqueles olhos de fogo
aquele fogo que não dà para extinguir
ele viu uma pessoa ansiosa para amar
e virou o meu mundo de pernas para o ar

não posso deixar
a minha mente não é minha
e não consigo comer, não consigo dormir
não me consigo largar dele

vejo-o em todos os meus sonhos
e todas as noites luto
para manter a minha sanidade
ele é como uma montanha russa
e tenho medo de alturas
mesmo assim não há nada que me impeça
de sair dela

tantas as vezes que tentei
esquecê-lo
mas ele sabe que sou viciada
ao gosto dos lábios dele
a minha força desaparece
o meu corpo sofre
não me consigo aguentar mais...

Consegui ver pelo olhar dele...

consegui ver pelo olhar dele
talvez seja mais uma mentira dele
sei que passamos por isto imensas vezes
mas ainda continuo aqui

e tento fugir mas continuo a dizer-me
ele é o único para mim
porque o amor dele é tão contagioso
puxa-me
fomos feitos um para o outro
e não o posso deixar

consegui ver pelo olhar dele
os meus amigos dizem-me que agora chegou a altura
mas eu sei
a noção de dizer adeus
parte-me o coração e choro por dentro

tento fugir mas há algo que me impede
ele é o único que está sempre ali
consegui ver pelo olhar dele
talvez seja mais uma mentira dele...

Why is love so hard to find...

everyday, i look around
seems that no one's ever satisfied
could it be, that underneath
we've all got something to hide?

from the moment we arrive
we want to fill this space inside
we all need to feel alive

if it's love that keeps us breathing
gives us something to believe in
is it fear that makes us blind?
tell me, why is love so hard to find?

if we hear so much about it
and we can't go on without it
let the mystery unwind
tell me, why is love so hard to find?

all i know is when you find it
even earth can feel like you're in heaven
tell me now, unlock the secret
help us all to find the hidden treasure

don't you know i'm never going to give up
until i find love?
i'll be searching the whole world over
to find my love...

Just so you know...

I shouldn't love you bit i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
And I just can't turn away
Because I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking over me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I've just got to say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited for so long
Looking back I realise
It was always there just never spoken
I'm just waiting here... been waiting here

Just so you know...

You...

Broken promises
My heart you stole
Lies you told
Got the best of me
Digging in my heart of gold
Used to look at you
And see the possibilities
I see you for who you are
You've disappointed me

I thought you gave me love
Was never near enough
Soon enough time reveals
Love wait of what is real
Know all I need to know
But see you've got to go
What have you given me?
But lies, lies...

Go ahead and get up out of here
Go ahead
You knew you were wrong
You knew all along
Must be crazy
If you think I'm going to fall for this anymore

You still beleive in every word you said
Clouds my head
Leaving me here to drown
Hopes and dreams therefore dead
You point your finger
Trying to justify your mistakes

No need to apologize
Don't try to make it right
I know
I should have known better
When you took hold
I was sold
Using fear to control
Now it unfolds
Let me tell you right now
What I'm going to do
I've made up my mind
It's time and I'm through with you
Nothing you can say or do
Can make me change my mind...

I know you
Don't know what
I'm going through
Standing here
Looking at you

Let me tell you that
It hurts so bad
It makes me feel so sad
Oh it hurts so bad
To see you again
Like needles and pins

People say
You're making out okay
He's in love
Don't get in their way

Let me tell you that it
Hurts so bad
It makes me feel so sad

Why can't you stay
And let me
Make it up to you

You loved me before
Come love again...

Need you...

The sand loves when... the waves come,
The sky can't wait... for the light of the sun,
So how could you... look me in the eye
And not see what I feel inside
Tell me how could you... doubt the fact that I
Love you...

Don't you ever... think like that
Don't you ever... never do that?
There will never be two things... that go together better
Than you and me

North needs south, east nedds west...
No needs yes...
Up needs down, life needs death...

I need you...

Imagine

Guess I'm caught up everyday
Trying to keep it all together
While the time just slips away
See I know nothing lasts forever

Imagine there was no tomorrow
Imagine that I coulnd't see your face
There'd be no limit to my sorrow
So all I can say

I want to tell you something
Give you something
Show tou in so many ways
Because it would all mean nothing
If I didn't say something
Before it all goes away
Don't want to wait to bring you flowers
Waste another hour
Let alone another day
I'm going to tell you something
Won't wait until it's too late

Just a simple conversation
Just a moment is all it takes
I want to be there just to listen
And I don't want to hesitate

I don't want to put it off for too long
I didn't say all that I had to say
I want to take the time to right the wrongs

Just lean on my shoulder
It's not over until it's over
Don't worry
Because I'm going to make sure
I'm going to get stronger

I don't want to wait until the storm
There's something wrong
And now you're gone
And I can't find you...

Like you'll never see me again...

If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything you were looking for?
If I couldn't feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I'd be wishing you were here
To be everyhting I'd be looking for
I don't want to forget the present is a gift
An I don't want to take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So everytime you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time,
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again,
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time,
Promise that you'll love me
Love me like you'll never see me again,

How many really know what love is?
Millions never will
Do you know until you lose it
That it's everything we're looking for....

In my dream...

He appeared in a dream,
I recognised his face, but didn't know who he was,
Taking control of me,
I couldn't break myself away from the power he had over me,

I could feel him on my skin,
Taste him on my tongue,
Urging me to get closer to him,
I couldn't break myself away from him,

No escape from the power he held over me,
I just couldn't stop,
It was as if I was under his spell,
Trying to remember where I had seen him before,

He read my mind,
He introduced me to my feelings,
And suddenly, out of nowhere,
He started to loose control over me,
Letting me take control and move away from him,
He just sat there and let me go,

I turned my back on him and ran,
Just kept looking ahead and ran,
Ran until I was miles away from him...

...Thinking back on my dream,
I realised where I had seen him before and his name,
His name was "Love",

He's still there,
Miles away in my dreams,
Waiting for me to run back into his arms,
Waiting for me to let him take control over me yet again...

Maybe one day,
When I finally stop running...

Thoughts...

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down probably will. You'll have you heart broken, probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when someone broke yours. You'll fight with your best friend and maybe even fall in love with them. You'll blame a new love for things the old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone close to you. So take too many photos, laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back...

Já soube o que era "sentir"...

Fizeste-me sentir bem por dentro,
Olhavas-me nos olhos
Tentei sempre esconder as minhas lágrimas,
mas acabavas sempre por vê-las
Apenas um beijo teu e sabia que amar era para sempre,

Fizeste-me sentir como se eu precisasse
De te amar, agarrar e sentir-te ao meu lado,
Fizeste-me sentir tão segura
Teu amor era puro,
Fizeste-me sentir como se precisasse de mais,
Fizeste-me sentir tão bem
Nunca deixava ninguém tomar o teu lugar,
Fizeste-me sentir...

Raios de sol que finalmente alcançaram-me
Um amor eterno,
Vi o mundo como um sítio novo
Vi "amor" escrito na tua cara,
Parecia tão real porque fizeste-me sentir...

Às vezes pensava
No que seria da minha vida sem ti,
Sem amor, sem afecto
Sem ti a minha vida nunca teria rumo,
Sem o teu amor a minha vida não teria significado,
Se desaparecesses, sentia-me sozinha...

Hoje olho-te...

Hoje olho-te com a indiferença de um passado distante
Já não sinto aquele aperto imenso dentro do peito
Já não sinto o coração a bater descompassadamente,
Já não baixo o olhar, limito-me a seguir adiante
Já não sinto màgoa, nem dor nem sequer despeito,
Já não sinto tristeza, nem choro como antigamente,

Hoje olho-te à distância de um amor imenso
Que foi sem nunca te sido mais que uma ilusão,

Hoje olho-te à distância e com um sorriso penso
Que és de todas a minha mais doce recordação,

Hoje olho-te à distância e não consigo evitar a saudade
Que a tua simples presença trás à minha memória,

Hoje olho-te à distância e sinto em mim essa verdade
Que me diz que és sem ter sido a minha melhor história!

Apenas perdida e sozinha...

Sento-me no meu quarto e penso
Porquê é que faço as coisas que faço?
Porquê é que digo as coisas que digo?
Porquê é que ajo da maneira que ajo?
Porquê é que as coisas têm de ser assim?
Dou por mim a pensar muito no passado
Quase que nunca dou oportunidade de pensar no presente
Apenas tento procurar a felicidade
É pedir muito?
Por fora rio-me
Enquanto que por dentro choro
A maior parte das vezes quero viver
Outras vezes penso "mas porquê?"
A quem me viro?
Com quem falo?
A quem choro?
Uma rapariga egoísta,
Que contempla onde pertence na vida
Sentindo-se usada e abusada
Sentindo-se perdida e confusa
Sentimentos acime de sentimentos, gritando para sair cá para fora
Mas guardo-as cá dentro
Haverá alguém que me ouça?
Existe aí alguém?
Silêncio...
Parece que ela se tornou minha melhor amiga
Ela ouve, mas não fala
Apenas perdida e sozinha
Pelo menos é o que me parece....

Questions...

And here I lay,
In the dark,
Trying to fall asleep,
Waiting for my tired head to finally give me peace,
And a chance to stop thinking of the million things going on in my head,

I long for sleep, rest and above all... a peace of mind,
Hah! Just the thought of that is laughable,
"There's no rest for the wicked" they say,
It's true...

As I lay here and think.. a thought torments my mind...
Why now?
Why not at the beginning?
Was I too blind to see this?
Was I just too busy to realise that things were eventually going to get to this point?

Had you looked at me then the same way you do now?
Had you thought about me this way before?
Have you been longing to tell me something that seems more and more apparent each time I'm with you?
Is there something that should be said about all of this?
Or should we just ignore all of it, and when the time comes we each go our separate ways?

Hah! I grin at the fact that all this might be true...
That most likely... this will come to and end and we'll be "free" to go and each live our lives as if nothing ever was...
But...
What's going to happen when I come back?
Will things have changed drastically?
Will you have been able to move on without thinking twice about it?

As I lay here almost falling to sleep,
The last thought on my mind...
Is you...

Se eu pudesse...

Se eu pudesse deixar de amar,
quem nunca me amou
Se eu pudesse ir buscar algum mal
a quem mal em mim sempre encontrou,

Assim me vingaria,
se pudesse dar sofrimento
a quem sempre sofrimento me deu,

Mas não posso enganar
o meu coração, que me enganou
Ao me fazer desejar
quem nunca me desejou,

Peço assim que me ajude a desamparar,
quem sempre me desamparou
Ou a perturbar
quem sempre me perturbou,

Eu tenho que perguntar,
a quem nunca nada me perguntou
Porquê que me esforço a cuidar
de quem nunca de mim cuidou,

E assim sofro eu:
Porque não posso dar sofrimento
a quem sempre sofrimento me deu.

Meus pensamentos

Se pudesses ler os meus pensamentos,
Verás como a tua existência,
É a minha,
Irás ver como o teu sorriso,
me faz feliz,
Como o meu coração,
Pula cada vez que te vejo,
Como os meus olhos brilham em direcção a ti com pensamentos, somente de te querer,

Se pudesses ler os meus pensamentos,
Saberás o quanto te amo,

Se pudesses ler os meus pensamentos,
Saberás que por um momento,
não há esquecimento,

O meu viver é assim...ser tua,
Te amar, proteger, mas não te esquecer,
Nunca duvides disso...

Eu estou aqui...

Não tenho muito mas o pouco que tenho é teu,
Se mais ninguém te ouvir, tu sabes quem te ouve sou eu,
Quando tiveres triste com falta de um amigo,
Fecha os olhos não temas porque eu vou estar aqui contigo,
Eu sei que pensas muitas vezes que queres fugir,
Eu sei que gritas e não tens ninguém para te acudir,
Vida madrasta nada corre como a gente quer,
Tens que enfrentar o destino para o que der e vier,
Ao meu alcance faço tudo que puder por ti,
Peço desculpas pelos erros sei que os cometi,
Não vou julgar-te porque também eu posso ser réu,
Não vou julgar-te porque quem te julga está no céu,
Quero que saibas que podes contar com o meu amparo,
Amizade pura é um sentimento cada vez mais raro,
Conto contigo para fazeres o que faço por ti,
E quando nada correr bem eu estou aqui,

Se precisares de mim, eu estou aqui,
Quando quiseres falar, eu estou aqui,
Se te faltar um amigo, eu estou aqui,
Se precisares de alguém, eu estou aqui,

Tantas as coisas que juntas fizemos tu e eu,
Custar crer mas a verdade é que o tempo correu,
Nem sempre é fácil ás vezes frases magoam,
Sem deixar mágoas porque amigos são os que perdoam,
É quando se vê quem amigo de quem no mal e no bem, sentido de desdém,
Rodeado de gente sem nunca ter ninguém,
Alguém para falar, sempre pronto a escutar,
A mão que se estende,
A mão que te ajuda a levantar,
Quem te corrige quando tu não sabes o que é certo,
Quem te dá àgua quando te perdes nalgum deserto,
Sempre por perto,
Sempre pronto para chorar ou rir,
Quem te conhece e sabe quando tu estás a mentir,
Não sou perfeita mas sabes que sou sincera,
Nunca te esqueças de mim que é tudo o que eu quero,
E espero que nada nem ninguém nos faça separar,
Conto contigo,
Comigo podes sempre contar...

...*Epah tive que por estas letras aqui.. foi uma das primeiras musicas portuguesas que mais me marcou e achei a letra linda... dix tudo acerca de mta coisa... e kem me konhece sabe do que falo...*

Estamos quebrados...

Estou cá fora,
Tenho estado à espera do sol,
Com os meus olhos bem abertos,
Tenho visto mundos que não pertencem,
A minha boca está seca com palavras que não consigo verbalizar,
Diz-me porquê que vivemos assim,

Mantém-me segura aí dentro,
Teus braços são como torres,
Que me protegem,

Nós estamos quebrados,
O que é preciso fazer para voltarmos a ser um só,
A nossa inocência,
E a promessa que nós adoramos,
Dê-nos vida de novo, porque queremos apenas sentir inteiros,

Tranca as portas,
Porque quero ouvir esta voz,
Falou comigo esta noite,
Para que todos tenham a escolha,
E debaixo das luzes vermelhas,
Mostrarei a mim mesma que não foi mentira,
Estamos em guerra,
Vivemos assim,

E aceitarei a verdade a qualquer custo....

Miracle

Siting here waiting on a miracle,
Don't know what to expect from anything,
Just knowing that the time is coming soon,

Thinking about the past and the future,
Living the now as if nothing else seems to matter,
Watching each day go by and I ask myself "Who am I?"

Surrounded by thoughts that maybe shouldn't even go through my mind,
Surrounded by all the things I've longed for,
But still there's the feeling that somethings missing,
Feeling as if there's a miracle still about to happen,

An emptiness,
A longing,
Desperation fills my mind in so many ways,
Why?

Maybe it's not my turn yet,
I had it once upon a time,
God... such a long time ago,
When will I have it again?
Why don' I have it now?

Am I not worthy of it again?
Has my chance come and gone?
What?!
When?!
How?!

Feeling relentless against it all... and wishing on a miracle...
Here I sit.. and wait...

Amor

Amor,
andasses tu à minha volta,
fosse eu o teu centro,
então, eu, volta não volta,
puxar-te-ia para dentro,
mas não,
sou eu que ando à tua volta,
tu és o meu alvo,
e eu espero, volta não volta,
por ti ser salva!

Nas voltas que damos
e nos passos perdidos,
volta não volta nos encontramos
e juntamos nossos sentidos!

É neste voltear,
cada um com seu centro,
que acabamos por nos encontrar
de fora para dentro!

Enrodilhada

Adormeci enrodilhada
em vestes de cerimónia

Era preta e de renda
a preceito, mas singela,

Pouco importa agora
se o bordado é cetim,
se a noite antecede o dia
ou o dia vem depois da noite,

Perdi o sentido do tempo
das horas, dos soluços,
por tanto palmilhar
cantando teu nome,
chorando à lua,
dormindo abraçada
ao sonho que já eras....

Por amar demais talvez...

Por amar demais talvez
E por amar tanto assim
Amo tanto que não tenho
Quem possa gostar de mim...

Sobre as estrelas da noite
Muito depois do sol posto
A lua cheia de prata
Vem roçar-se no meu rosto

E ao lado vão passando
Ingratidões e enganos
Como lâminas eriçadas
Por ventos tão desumanos

Mas teimo em falar de esperança
Como quem canta em morrer...
Cantar e sorrir à vida
Por amar muito e viver...

Good times come to an end...

What the hell is going on?

So many things in my head... I can't stop thinking about this...
From one minute to the next I don't know if I'm coming or going...
One minute you're all over me... wanting to know how I am and if things are ok,
The next it's as if you don't care...

Maybe it's your own little code that I have to decifer,
Understand,
But how if you won't even give me a clue of whats going on in your head?!
How can I stand here and guess waht you're thinking and what you want...
When I'm with you things seem so clear and perfect,
And I know we promised not to get things mixed up and confused but how is that possible?
How can we both just stand there and pretend there is nothing going on?

Maybe you're just stronger than me,
But even you have to admit that things aren't as easy as we said they were going to be when this all started...
Surely you can't expect me to just look you in the eyes and say that there is nothing going on between us or that we don't have our little secret...
In a way I just don't want to pretend anymore,
I'm just fed-up of expecting something that's most probably never going to happen,
Something that I can only hope will happen when the time is right...
But when will I know?
Will you give me a sign?
Or have you already...

If so... why are we still here... waiting for one of us to take that leap forward,
Maybe you're doing the same as me...just waiting
I've seen the way you look at me,
Your eyes smile at me every time,
God... If only they knew... I can't bring myself to tell anyone... I'm too scared to throw all of this away....
At least for now... 'cause we both know that it's going to have to end... Good times don't last forever...

What the hell... if I can't say it out loud I might aswell say it here... I want you to know that you're everything to me...

I'll always be here waiting for the day you can finally say the same thing to me...