Once upon a time...

Once upon a time you whispered softly in my ear
Loving words and fairy tales that I longed to hear
I gave you my body and soul and you took control
As you slowly swept me up and carried me away

You told me pretty lies
As I held onto you tight
You knew how to get your way
Ignorance was bliss in your warm embrace

Long ago
You used to want me
Now it's all so far away
But you still haunt me
And take me back to yesterday

Every now and then I drown in thoughts of yesterday
And the fool's paradise that you blew away
I feel you beside me again and remember when
You came to my window on a dark and stromy day

I need you now
Because tonight I'm crumbling down
Sinking in the memories
Shadows of you keep washing over me...

Outside

It's hard to explain
Inherently it's just always been strange
Neither here nor there
Always somewhat out of place everywhere
Ambiguous
Whithout a sense of belonging to touch
Somewhere halfway
Feeling there's no one completely the same

Standing alone
Eager to just
Believe it's good enough to be what
You really are
But in your heart uncertainty forever lies
And you'll always be
Somewhere on the outside

Early on you face
The realization you don't have a space
Where you fit in
And recognize you
Were born to exist

Irreversibly
Falling in between
And it's hard
To be understood
As you are
Oh, and God knows
That you're standing on your own
Blind and unguided
Into a world divided
You're thrown
When you're never quite the same
Although you try, try and try
To tell yourself
You really are
But in your heart uncertainty forever lies
And you'll always be
Somewhere on the outside...

Wonderful Creature....

I'll cross
many seas and rivers
inside your earth
you'll find me again
I'll ride on
storms and tempests
I'll find among lightning and thunder
to have you...
Wonderful creature
you're alone in this world
wonderful fear
of having you next to me
your sun eyes
burn in the middle of my heart
I love this wonderful life.
Light of eyes
shine on me
I want one thousand moons
to caress you
I'm hanging off your dreams
I'm guarding you
don't wake up, don't wake up yet.
Wonderful creature
you're alone in this world
wonderful fear
of having you next to me.
Sun eyes
my words are trembling
I love this wonderful life.
Wonderful creature
a slow kiss
wonderful fear
of having you next to me.
All of a sudden
you go down to paradise
I'm dying of this wonderful love.

Meravigliosa Creatura

Molti mari e fiumi
attraverserò,
dentro la tua terra
mi ritroverai.
Turbini e tempeste
io cavalerò,
volerò tra i fulmini
per averti.
Meravigliosa creatura
sei sola al mondo,
meravigliosa paura
di averti accanto,
occhi di sole
bruciano in mezzo al cuore
amo la vita meravigliosa.
Luce dei miei occhi,
brilla su de mi
voglio mille lune
per accarezzarti.
Pendo dai tuoi sogni,
veglio su di te.
Non suegliarti, non suegliarti ancora.
Meravigliosa creatura
un bacio lento,
meravigliosa paura
di averti accanto.
All'improvviso
tu scendi nel paradiso
muoio d'amore meraviglioso.

Os meus pensamentos...

Os pensamentos da minha mente
Comandam os meus lábios "Odeio-te"
Os pensamentos da minha mente
Comandam as minhas mãos "Não-te aproximes de mim"
Os pensamentos da minha mente
Comandam os meus pés "Só quero fugir daqui..."
Os pensamentos da minha mente têm apenas uma pergunta
Quando é que isto acaba?

Não há muito na vida que vivo
As mesmas quatro paredes
Já não tenho mais a dar...

...

Observa-me a sofrer
Sentirias-te melhor
Perdi os meus sentimentos
Pensamentos de ti permanecem

No meu desespero
Agonizando
Sentindo a agulho a queimar
Os meus mais habitos lidam com isso

A minha luz lentamente se apaga
Partida e degradada
Sufoco na minha tristeza
Talbez morra amnhã
A verdade doí quando estamos perante ela
Tens medo dela?

My heart is the worst weapon...

Last year's wishes
Are this years apologies
Every last time I come home
I take my last chance
To burn a bridge or two
I only keep myself this sick in the head
Because I know how the words get to you

We're the new face of failure
Prettier and younger but not any better off
Bullet proof loneliness
A best

Collect the bad habits
That you couldn't bare to keep
Out of the woods but I love
A tree I used to lay beneath

The best way
To make it through
With hearts and wrists intact
Is to realise
Two out of three isn't bad...