I cried last night...

Last night I cried,
I cried for you,
I cried for me,
I cried for us,

The thought of everything I once had has once again made its way to the forfront of my mind,
God only knows why this still happens to me and how it affects me during this time of year,

I guess it's our way of knowing how important it is what we lost,
I'm guessing its God's way of letting me know how important you are and always will be in my life,
And how I will never be able to let go of the thought of you and of what we once had,

The thought of us,
After all this time,
Wow... I never thought I would still think of it this way, nor did I ever imagine that after all this time, certain things still affect me the way they do,

For now I leave the thought of you here,
And, as it has always been since then, next year I will come back and cry again at the thought of it all....