Just like everyday... today i thought about a million things... ironic as u used to say "dont think to much, its bad for you",
Well maybe it is... but thats just the way i am,
Not one day passes without me thinking of you,
Yes you,
I know that after all this time things should have changed, and they have... but in so many ways u cant or wont understand some things still remain the same and wont change,
The fact that i write these things about u just goes to show in a way that there is trully one thing that will never change... and thats the fact that u will always be on my mind, no matter what,
For all the things we have gone through and all the things that we still have to go through,
Things will never go back to normal as long as we keep this up... the worst thing is that u know that too,
But who will have the courage to take the first step?
Who's going to be the one to admit to all those things that we know are still to be said and done?
Is it true that the past soon catches up with u?
If so... whats going to become of us?

Where u once stood, is now a whole in my heart,
Where u once stood, there is a space that very few or none will be able to take,
Where u once stood, is a place i'll keep as urs for as long as i need,
Where u once stood, stands a soul that needs u,
Where u once stood, is me.... waiting for the past to catch up with me...